A painful black eye is still visible in Lauren Goodgar's first photo since her ex Jake McLean's funeral.
Former Tweed his star's injured eye is due toex-Charles his Drury 'attacked' on the day of baby daughter Lorena's funeral earlier this month It is said that.
Her devoted mother Lauren took her social life away after "horrifying weeks" after embracing her daughter LaRose outside a farm shop in Essex. broke her silence in the media.
Her second daughter with reality star builder Charles was tragically born on July 8 with an umbilical cord wrapped around her neck.
Lauren's eldest daughter LaRose, who turned 1 two weeks after her, her family buried Lorena on her August 5th.
Lauren, 34, said her ex-boyfriend Jack McLean died in a car accident on Tuesday when she attended his funeral. suffered more heartache.
When she asked her late daughter Lorena for her guidance, she said her own trials showed who mattered in her own life. I was.
She wrote: "I would like to thank you for all the love & support during this horrible and terrifying whirlwind in my life over the last few weeks! I have read your message. Thank you.
I lost in time, but I also gained some value in this horribly heartbroken time... some new friends and closer to my current friends & some family members ..it really showed who i am.means being in my life and i love each and every one of you.. i have so little and that is enough
"On the eve of her funeral, when I welcomed her home, I asked Lorena, 'Lead me, lead my life the way it should be.'&Give me strength.&Courage'' and many things.
"She's creating a new path for me.Thank you Lorena.I love you." I know you will always be with me And I know you paved the way and paved the way for what was meant
Lauren Reflecting on how the experience has changed him, he admitted that he had been at a loss for the past few weeks.
"I will never get over it, but I am learning and LaRose is my rock.
"She is my I love you so much, you are my special girl.”
Last week Drury picked up Lauren at home. Released on bail after claiming to attack.
Yesterday, she revealed that her Lorena's ashes were collected, which she took back to her home after the tragic loss.
